Pre PET scan jitters

So I have been having some pain in my spine for the past several weeks. A dull pain that isn't muscular, isn't relieved with ice, heat, or medications. I am determined this is bone mets because Satan keeps putting that in my head. My scan is tomorrow morning at 7:15. I won't get results until Thursday at 4:30 pm! My anxiety level is exceptionally high and thank Dr. Khoury for Xanax! So what will that mean if it is a hot spot on the PET scan? Things I've been reading include words like 'incurable'. Don't go to google when you have health concerns. It's scary! Khoury is also ordering a CA 27.29 lab which tells him if the cancer is back. My tumor markers were elevated last lab draw so I'm curious about that test too. I guess there's no sense in worrying about it now when I can't find out anything until Thursday.